Telling my story
A nighttime at Stony Brook: A Snowy Road From Library to Humanities Building
As a senior at Stony Brook
University, recently, I have many thoughts and ruminating over and over again.
Most thoughts are related to my future and career-related such as what I should
do after graduate, what if I cannot get into a graduate school that I had
wanted, and what if I failed on a course and cannot even graduate this spring,
and take the summer class etc. Indeed these are corporeal and essential to
think about once or twice, but it would harm my mind when I am over-thinking
about it. So, now I am trying to think only positive thoughts and trying to
have good memories from Stony Brook University and my undergraduate life, since
I will leave here in two months. I had had a painful, miserable, and depressed
moment, but I also had had a blessed, hopeful, enthralled, and impressed moment
during my undergraduate college life. Now, I am mostly bored, but at the same
time nervous, scared, and even amazed. All these mixed, complex feelings are
describing my current situation, freaking out right before graduation, but surprised
at my work had done in this college, but at the same time I feel so fragile,
and feel like “I am nothing” compared to this big world. Although I feel like this,
I will just enjoy this moment. Last two months would be my last undergraduate
college life, and I will just rock, since I will miss my life at Stony Brook
sometime in my life, it could be right after graduation or like twenty years
later. I would like to end my story with this comment: “Please enjoy your life,
and do what you love to do, since your life is only once.”- which is what I’m
going to do next few weeks.
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